my story,sweetheart.

2012-01-22T03:10:00.002+08:00

im freaking out right now):

really

everyone is aslp already):

tt person just called me again, its 3.10am now btw

how can i not be afraid?

why does he kept calling me!

wat if he knows me?

wat if he knows whre i stay at?

wat if he just pops up?

omg,im freaked out

reporting to the police is so useless

idk wat to do.

report again?

my dad dun wana call him):

im so scared,wat if he's some psychotic pervert?

am i over reacting?

but im afraid):

2012-01-07T13:55:00.002+08:00

i tink that you're too much!

seriously! arrrgh!

still got the cheeks to act as if nth has happened,seriously?

i'm soooooooo extremely mad at u,extremely.

im sure u've known me through the yrs and u cant simply pick up the anger in me?!

nuts.

24hrs nk ngan boyfriend je kan, satu hari tk jumpe like can die rite?

okay la,have fun!.

argh!

2011-12-27T02:53:00.002+08:00

3am!

my sis engagement was a success(:

alhamdulilah

met dewi, i was soooo happppppy hahahhaha

ouh yea, i guess i will have to just post general stuff here

im lazy to go to sch tmr):

annoying briefing! waste my time! arghhh

luckly, mawan will be thre too with me or im gonnnnaaaa skip it hahaha and hopefullyyyy i'll get the same role as him or i'll be super depressed trying to make new friends AHAHHAA

okay i need to slp now or my team members will strangle me tmr hehe!

:DDDDDD

2011-12-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

town was okay, as crowded as usual

had starbucksssss(:

tomorrow i have to be in sch by 9am):

to do my project, hais!

hopefully it ends early and i can head hm

tuesday i have to meet the manager of erm idk wat restaurant haha

semi formal attire, after which we have to stay at town to do our proj

i wana drink ice lemon tea

and eat strawberry cheesecake icecream now)):

hahahhahaha

stupid cravings in the middle of the night!

i shld just slp now and dreaaaaam of it hehheeee!

gudniteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee<3

2011-12-18T15:01:00.002+08:00

hmm, faddy came over to my hse, shes forever funny!

im suppose to go ice skating w her today bt idk if i cld make it

i wana go too, its been quite sometime

ouh yes!

on friday, ira drove for the very 1st time hahaha

and it was okay,bt scary. -.-

we went to esp, did a little bit of catching up

let me try to recall vividly what we talked abt except for the part abt nas?

hahhaha idk who is he as well,so i was like hmm, yeaaah for whoever he is hahahah

then we talked abt being TWENTY hahaha

omg,

now that one of my friends can actually drives, 20 has seemed more real than it was before

after being dramamama over being 20, we hopped to whats bothering them and i find it more and more annoying abt complacent ppl, seriously

wats w these ppl?

i hope i dont have to meet anymore ppl like tt, bt fat hopes,yes?

i wouldnt know until they start their complacency

afterwhich we skipped to idk wat else hahhaha

ouh yea, what shld i buy for a Christmas gift for a guy?

i've nvr bought anyting for a guy,i mean things, i always treat them smth instead cus haha secret(;

i got no ideaaaaaa

i dun even know wat to get for my dad's birthday

omg, im nt gud at these hahaha

i hoppeeee watever that i got for them, they wld at least keep it haha

well, my dad keeps everyting i bought for him eventho, my measurements are sucky heh!

hmmmmm, when shld i start doing my projects? thingking of it makes me wana cry already hahahaha

exams lagi, )))))):

penat sey.

2011-12-15T01:28:00.002+08:00

got myself a baaggggg tday after my marketing class,after watching new yrs eve ((((:

hmm bear with pink dress,HEHEHEHEHE sounds awesome as a christmas present isnt it hahahahha

im so slpy right now

i havent shower, do my tutorial for bizlaw-.- so tiredddddd

shld i do? yes?no? idk HAHAHHAA

2011-12-11T13:57:00.002+08:00

haiya, i tink i just got to blurt everyting out

its nt like its a biggy anyway

its some boring stuff that ppl always get me wrong.

2011-12-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

i dun tink u wld ever read my blog or even rmbrs my blog anymore haha

im just gonnaaaa say it heerrreee :D

ystrday, i met mal,fuad,ezzul and amirul

we played truths

and they asked me if i had feelings for u b4 hahaha

it was awkward, bt i said yes,i had.

i just wonder if u actually knew tt hhaha

and thats the reason why i didnt wana meet u anymore if i cld,im scared its nt gonna be a gud thing for me and u had everyting that u ever wanted.

im your type of girl, i cant smoke w u,club w u, ride bike w u, drink and get drunk w u, stay out late w u cus im nt all that and of cus i cant be okay with that

bt to tink that i had close an eye abt those till the last blow, was miraculous for me and made me realise that i did have feelings for u back then.

bt how complacent u were, made me even more scared to be w someone haha,how silly.

okay,that it.

feelings fade,it doesnt last.

2011-12-04T01:54:00.002+08:00

idk what im listening to bt its on repeat

idk how to say it

so annoying

and its tiring me out

is it just me?

or am im nt understanding enough?

bt i didnt ask for much):

just a day from a friend

just a cup of starbucks with my sister

thats all. why is it seems so hard?

wats going on? am i too old for all these?

am i only suppose to a boyfriend to do all these with?

is it a must?

i cant compete with the boyfriends, i dun wish to either..

it made me really sad that my own sister cldnt even spare half an hr w me to grab a cup of coffee,just bcus, she had a cup of coffee with her bf earlier..

it made me sad that i miss my bestfriend and she cldnt spare a day w me even when i wldnt mind going out with her friends that idk of

i miss going out with my sister like other sisters do

it has been ages and now, she;s getting engaged and married soon

mayb im not understanding enough,mayb they just dont realise my intention

idk.

)';

2011-11-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

i dont take much photo anymore

okay, so today, i am at hm, so was ystrday and gonna b tmr

seriously

im getting pissed staying hm everywkend without doing any fruitful things!

augh

i neeeeed to get out tmr!

and things have been pretty much weird

well, when has tings ever been normal to me?

haha!

but reallllyyyy!

im tired of this.

if you're not over anyting then DONT.

cus im not those sort

ica is in 2wks time, i shall go out and study

bt my health isnt tt gud, have been coughing my lungs out for the whole wk, had fever,sorethroat,running nose

hais. why isnt anyting fall into place for me,

IM TIRED,i really am.

i dont ask for much.

im easily contented,and yes i am but i wish things wld be a little more clear for me.

and selamat hari raya to all the muslims out thre(:

blessings

2011-10-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

if u meant ur words, u should have came to meet me.

i shld slp now, i have 8am class tmr): super early..

i need my weekend badly.

i shall make this weekend a fruitful one.

no more slping for 13hrs hahaha

2011-10-26T12:27:00.002+08:00

shld i get a new laptop?

or shld i wait for dec? cus eversince i told my dad i wana change laptop, my laptop stop creating trouble for me,i can even hear songs on youtube-.-

no biggy, thres nth on my laptop anymore too, i didnt even save a back up-.-

and

today is holiday, i havent finish my tutorials.

(i kept on deleting my words aaway-.-)

i cant decide wat to say here

i dont even know how shld i react.

arent u having the time of your life?

u shld be having more fun than i do.

2011-10-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

wednesday(:

i like wednesday cus its in the middle of the week(:

today was okay, class was as per normal

lunch with audrey,aina, the girl from my sec sch bt i forgot her name and a few others

the boys were busy,wan had lunch w the LEVEL 5crmcc -.- and haider had to send smth

hmm, well NE was easy

my day is typical

i wanted to do my tutorial but!

im confused!

as usual ahahaha

hmm, nth great to watch btw, so here i am blogging abt my day

and i forgot my wallet today-.-

this is why i hate wallet!

okay aside from that, idk what i shld eat now.

2011-10-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

1st day of school, wasnt pleasant actually

hais

bt thres nth i cld do and well, i have to bear with it

hmm, went to eat lunch with the usuals at jalan kayu,

ate too much haha

reached hm, knocked out.

pls laptop, dont shut down on me tmr at 7am):

my day was pretty bad by itself already

ouhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh welllllllllllllllllllll,

shld i just slp again now? hahahah

i wanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa go to -not gonna tell u whre- hahahhaa

i wonder if that place is still thre, but its no longer clean and quiet,)))):

okay,i shall stop here for today(:

2011-10-17T00:35:00.002+08:00

im just putting a pic for the sake of putting -.-

hmm, im really curious, who reads my blog?

i update redundant stuff usually

well i cant say much here

to me, i've put my past behind me.

to those who are curious,

im done with it,totally.

yes, people who sticks arnd me make an impact in my life.

but im not someone who will regret my decisions

well, u'll nvr know if smth gud is coming your way(:

i dont have much to tink about,honestly

but i like peaceful and serene places,a lot.

alrite, today i met aju again, haha as usual

roamed tm bla3,

im not excited abt sch, tireeeeeeeeeed

i need to slp now,but idk,im lazy to tink of a word-.-

ouh and i know im talking crap here.

cus im slpy

and i got the mood to blog

and yea, if u personally know me, u can always ask me(:

i will definitely clear ur doubts(:

but for me to blog about my personal life in detail here is a little bit too open for me

so yea!(:`

have a very gudnite!

2011-10-13T10:11:00.002+08:00

if only you knew
but
wat difference would it make.
):

well, it has been quite awhile now.

2011-09-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA,EVERYONE!((((:

i've nt jln raye much cus i have sch-.-

annoying bt wat can i do,yes? haha

hmm, 1st day was boring, went to my uncle's hse bt surprisingly this yr,my uncle's family is at hm! haha after abt 4yrs.

bt awkward cus i dont know wat i am suppose to say bla3..

boring.

then off to my nenek endak hse,which was okay cus auntie siti and her husband were thre to talk to us

thennnnn,my grandadddyyy's hse((;

as soon as i reached thre, i slept hahaha i was tired

okay so today, altho its nt the 2nd day bt it feels like it

went to a few hses only,boooooo!

idk if im going out tmr,bt im tired.

see how la hor!

2011-08-31T16:26:00.002+08:00

now i cant post anyhow cus my 2 bb-ians know my blog and they are making fun of me):
so sad):
bye):

2011-08-28T02:26:00.003+08:00

i just feel like posting smth tonight before i sleep so here we go

i hate this pimple on my cheek):

i love my hair colour

i miss my granny a lot today

idk y, i suddenly miss her when i was massaging my grandad and he said im gud at it and i told him, granny was the one who taught me(;

anyam ketupats today, and fadhilah came to my hse and she was so surprised tt i know how to anyam ketupat hahahaha!

i am more malay than i look(:

i need to cut my hair tmr bt idk if i can wake up early):

im lazy to go to the tailoring shop bt i wana alter my baju kebayaaa!

2more days to rayaaa!

i dont know wat shld i do.

i have many people arnd me,bt i feel oddly alone.

2011-08-21T03:30:00.004+08:00

1st wk of call centre is just crazy!

so i made friends with darren n rajes

my bb-ians

the ones who will suffer with me

i was so devastated when i got to know im in charge of bbs, i heard many things abt it,horrible things

hais!

i shld have just kept quiet tt day!

I CANT WAIT FOR RAYA!!! HAHAHAHA

watever.

my baju raya pn da siap,so really2 cant wait, this yr my family chose yellow,which i dont like bt nvm la

i have my pink and orange ((:

2011-08-11T05:59:00.002+08:00

alritey, i'll make this a quick post, its 6.30 am now and i havent slp yet

hmm, went out w bestfriend ystrday :DD

to buka at tong seng,was deeeelicious as usual and we were late bt we managed to get a table((:

after which we head down to geylang to just walk arnd and thre were nth much actually,kay boring.

okay so we did some catch ups along the way bla3

okay so last 2days i went to watch the fireworks,it was preeeeetttttyyyyyyyyy as usual too hahaha bt really,its so worth the few mins hehe

bumped into malina n zhr thre so we went to suntec.

its more interesting than it sounds idk y,

probably cus im super slppy now, seriously.

hmm, idk if i can say anyhow here, idk who is reading cus all this while i post anyting i feel like saying cus i assume no one will be reading hahhahah

okay gudnite, i need my slp and buka-ing at hm for the next few days!

i really like it when my grandad and uncle buka w us, i feel so at ease((:

blessed!

and my laptop is crazy again):

how?

)):

saddy.

2011-08-03T03:05:00.002+08:00

hmm, 1st i've completed my classical today(:

today marks the second day of puasa

today was so tiring for me, i made 2 trips from sch and back):

so tired..

bt hey, i''d be enjoying my hols for 2wks now(:

tmr, im making kuih raya already since mum wants me to help her and im only available b4 my crmcc starts which is in 2wks time.

friday, going to break fast w aju and mal bt idk whre.

perhaps im just too tired, or mayb im just idk,

sometimes the thought of boyfriends just freaks me out

sometimes i tot i shld get one so that i wldnt feel like disturbing other ppl's time

if u get wat i mean, u get it, if not, its totally fine, i just speak my mind.

im stuck in between.

shld i just let it be? well, i guess so.

if u dont mind, i shldnt be

im tired of the same old thing, im sick of it.

why is everyone arnd me always have this prob? seriously?

forget it.im done here.

at least im able to let it out here. i'll take it as no one knows.

2011-07-16T20:12:00.002+08:00

hmm,to summarise my last 2wks in one word,it wld be,crazy.

so much things happened and i got to know of.

coming back for god knows what his reason was

sometimes i wonder why i meet this type of people

and most of the time,im grateful tt i did

they made me realise/expect/wise

when u said u miss me, i wanted to just tell u tt i miss u too but

u dont mean it, u nvr did,its just smth u say to make me feel all weird

but no matter how irritating and heartless u can be,

thre was a time when u told me smth tt i rmbr till now and its nt a sweet talk.

its smth, tt i dont tink any guy wld tell me.

and u know wat, i dont know how true ur words are bt i know how it feels like going to dates that u dont feel a thing for.

sometimes i wana stop all this.

but then i tink,why shld i?

im just 19.

hmm,

one day,im going to make my parents proud,really proud of me.

so i shldnt screw anyting up.

do my best.

dont get distracted by young love.

be wat i wana be.

get my certs.

if people say im nt going to enjoy my youth,

at least i made my parents and myself proud.

2011-06-24T02:44:00.003+08:00

my ATTACHMENT AT MSC STUDIO ENDED!

i am soooooooooooooooooo happy

hmm,

i went to the chalet just now,

it was okay

the food was okay

bt the best part issss

i LEARN TO PLAY MAHJONG!

HAHAHHAHA

tis is wat happens when i mix with all chinese ppl -.-

i was the only mly thre and they were so nice to get all halal food just for my sake,awww

thank you((:

im having HOLIDAYS now

bt only for two weeks and i have no work):

no kaching

except for my happy dad's kaching

he's like my very own nets hahahaha

he just got his bonus okay!

tsk

bt i tink 1/4 is alrdy reserve for hari raya since its soooo soon b4 his second bonus, bt naaahhhh

none of my business hehehe((:

2011-06-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

finally my TEP REPORT is done

gonna score my team mates tmr

i'll score them like how they score me,heh!

BTW

today i had to go to sch earlier for the feedback crap

and we had to sign our attendance

ouh and mind you, i cant treat tt bitch like how she treated me.

she can step gerek, act manja then give me the shiity attitude whenever she likes it.

pathetic idiot bitch.

i wish i can just give u one tight slap,really.

why so annoying?!!!!

i dont know what u have against me,i dont snatch ur bf or anyting like tt so SHUT!

so she was so called in her good mood

she reaches for the attendance booklet 1st so she sign for everyone and when i told her to sign in for me, she ignore and put it on the table and i had to sign myself, you fucking bitch.

u can just simply sign for me like what u did for the others.

afterwhich she got the cheeks to act all manja shit to me,whoa,u serious ahhhhh?!

i DONT UNDERSTAND PPL LIKE THIS.

GERAAAAAAMMMMMMM

i need to slp now.

i wana be as mean as she is):

2011-06-13T23:38:00.003+08:00

i have to finish my TEP REPORT by tonight initially bt

after watching masterchef,

i dont feel like doing it,pfft

really! 5pages okay! nt funny!

-.-

hmm, i nearly got caught (or i've been caught)eating in the fitting room today,arghhhh!

thre goes my B, out the window!

hmm, wat else, i made a flower out of blutack and wei yang crush it in front of my face cus he tot i made it by pressing the blutack on my rose ring(so easy) and i give him the black face hahahaha

huiqi told him tt i do it petal by petal and he felt so guilty tt he keep on asking me to teach him to make tt rose so he can do it for me hahahahah

bt NAAAAHHH

i made a pig instead and said its him :DDDD

he agrees out of guilty hehheheheh

i shall continue my report now and

i got this urge to watch masterchef on youtube -.-

i cant! i want to have smth to look forward to everyday hahaha

i missed 90210 today

ouh and i was late for sch today again!

annoying la! 9th wk already also cannot 1min late,argggghhhhh!

i made gnocchi just now and it taste,eerr, disgusting HAHAHAHA

watever, no one dares to try it except for me -.-

okay thats all, i tink i wld nvr wana delete my blog(:

2011-06-12T03:00:00.003+08:00

met fatimah today

ate breeks and after that,haha i got so irritated

otw hm, bumped into leeya in mrt so we hang out for awhile

savior for my saturday night ahahaha

okay so tt was how i spend my saturday-.-

nth special just a bit of drama here and thre

i miss my bestfriend bt bt i feel tt hanging out w me is like a waste of her time.. ):

idk. gudnight.

2011-06-08T00:29:00.003+08:00

i so hate people w extreme mood swings!or mayb its just her attitude that is extremely bad.

no mayb i just got really irritated by this person >>>(

so angry!

seriously!

dont be so complacent when im being nice towards u

im nt going to show u my temper,cus its just nt nice bt

i have a really3 little tolerance for rudeness,mind u!

when im talking to YOU,

ANSWER me!

its nt like im asking stupid qns!

im asking smth that i need to ask you

so stop being a bitch!

this is nt the 1st time

how wld u feel,if u were asking a qn and i ignore it,act as if i dont hear that qn

and when u repeat the qn, i just look away

AND

I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABT UR MOOD SWING

cus everyone has it

or mayb its ur plainly filthy attitude

SO ANNOYING YKNOW!

REALLY

2more wks and i dont have to see ur face

and i dont tink i even wana talk or look at ur face now.

2011-06-07T03:09:00.002+08:00

i just re read my old posts

;)

mixed feelings

bt i know what i've been through has made me wiser(:

i nvr regret anyting(:

some parts of my posts are funny! hahaha

some are just purely pouring out my emotions

and the posts that i nvr posted were the ones that made me feel how i felt those times (;

i'm listening to an old song that reminds me of a__ hahaha funny!

dia bkn milik ku hahaha ouh well! haha

i got no feelings for him just tt this song reminds me how head over heels i was for him hahaha ((;

cute!

whoaaa, how did he do that?! hahahaha i got no idea-.- haha

okay i shld slp now

i have to wake up at 6 tmr,mind you!

omg

2011-06-06T03:59:00.001+08:00

bessie is slping soundly beside me now,as tempting as it looks,im still awake -.-

i dont know why its tis font and underlined bt as long as i can type, it out,its fine,yes?

haha

actually, i need a distraction..

like a real distraction

like studying,pfft

im busy now bt its nt like studying kinda busy..

i need tt type of distraction to keep me distracted from reminiscing sometimes ):

i dont like it at all)):

i've been doing ridiculous stuff to get distracted -.-

i wana STUDY my ass off like how i did b4 to get me distracted

>( why am i stuck w so much holidays and stupid no-study attachment..):

i dont need the spare time..

bt watever,

im nt rushing for anyting

i've cooled down,

the fact is, i cant see myself being w someone i got no feelings for(:

we'll see how it goes((:

okay i shld slp now(5am) hehe night,love!

2011-05-26T02:21:00.002+08:00

I CANT WAIT TO GO ON MY HOLIDAY((:

altho it just genting bt still!

holiday!

hehe

hmm, okay so im actually on mc for ysterday and today cus im down w fever and baaaad headache,ate the painkiller and the throbbing feeling wasnt tt bad anymore so went out w niz,lela,fidi and leeya tojust have a small picnic and ltr to sheesha

picnic was kinda boring cus thre was nth much to actually talk abt,bt sheesha was interesting cus we end up talking abt mj12 and their bfs and all

well, interesting to know abt the scary stuff which wld happen if u're in a r/s

bt the funny part is tt altho i wasnt in a rs tt is official kinda thing bt its the same,just tt i dont really tell wat we quarrel abt, or fun part or watever to anyone cus to me its eer-idk,dont wna ppl to know bt tt doesnt mean we dont argue like all couples do hahaha

we do, bt somehow we look like happy2 only,

i tink tt wat makes us last for 3yrs hahaha too long already ahhh haha

gadoh mmg la gadoh bt sometimes we just close one eye and stuff,

den da cukup time, da la,takkan nak sampai kawin kan? HAHAHHA

crazy

bt of cus la, one day im sure i'll get married just not this kind of for-fun-rs

so sometimes its weird when they say, u dont know wat it feels like having a bf cus in actual fact, i did had hahha official or nt, i know how it feels like,

and for all the 3yrs, i dont find myself having to juggle both friends and him, idk why, which most rs will face,

i tink its just the planning and

i nvr let both parties meets bcus i know wat it feels like being a "tiang" so i wld nvr want anyone to feel tt way cus we go out to have fun so why let other ppl feel outcast?rite?, tts why its hard for them to know tt we were like just another couple without the official tingi hahaha

(;

bt yes, im single now and really single hahah

i dont feel a thing while typing all these anyway

cite lame, nth much to hide

and seriously, im lazy to go to sch tmr,

mls wana antar mc

mls wana mandi

mls wana slp

mls wana gerak hhahahahha

INGAT HOLIDAY,LINA

HAHAHHA

okay i shlddd seriously slp now or else tmr, pengsan jer hahaha

2011-05-15T19:13:00.001+08:00

when i say i dont like that person,

i simply hate even the sight of tt person.

i freaking mean every single word of it.

enough said.

2011-05-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

hmm, wat shld i blog abt today while waiting for my korean drama to load

i went hm like at 5.30 again today,pfft

so tiring,im suppose to go off at 1.30,yknow!

got scolded like every single day!

bummmmmeeerrr

the fun part is when we crack jokes arnd

and after that prepared to get scolded AGAIN

i tink my marks is like shit already

cus i've been coming late too,hais

so strict.2mins also cannot give)):

ive been plan-less

i feel like a workaholic due to tt

hahahaha

wana meet bestfriend bt like mengacau so i will meet when she's free and i am too

hmmm. wat elseeeee?

I CANT STAND THE HEAT!

i sweat like a pigg these few days cus i had to run on top of the already so warm day!)):

eeeerr, i tink i look weird these few days too,

idky

i dunch know why

whoever knows brenda lim, knows why i spell it tt way HHHHAAAAH

nagger

i slept a lot too HAHA

day by day i feel more and more like a PIG,really

idk what colour shld my family wear this yr for hari raya..

still tinking

and2 holiday is coming for me!

HEHEHE

self proclaim hols

bt still ayah wana go vacation!

idk whre bt somewhre near uh since its just 4days haahah holiday jugak tu! HEHEHEH

2011-05-06T03:19:00.003+08:00

i've closed my book on u,
have u closed ur book on me?

stupid qn, of cus hahaha
im going back to the start.

listening to summer rain makes me smile,i tink its the beat tt perks me up hahaha
im still listening to love like woe hahahaha i just find it so cute
and the scientist song makes me having mixed feelings hahaha

im slpy now actually, had a long day in sch bt idk y im even updating my blog hahaa
i've been sigh-ing from just now

to the extend of i dont care if i lose anyone if tt person dont show me that they care, i wont show i care no matter how much cus i dont need a person who doesnt need me.

random facts abt me hahahah

mayb im just slpy

my whole body is aching )):
i complaint 24/7
HAHAHAH
so what..blog is whre i complaint heh!

im getting lazier by the day HAHAAHA
prangai like babi ahahahhahha
babi lazy meh? fat only wat
watever

i am bored
im so lazy to move,to walk to my room to slp
HAHAH
i wana try to bake a cheesecake again! )):
confirm plus chop,no time HAHAHA
im a busy woman now hahah,really
everyday is so mundane

ouh and i met the guy whom i dislike last few days ago and i didnt know it was him and i was being so nice-.-
no wonder he was like weird
act only, confirm saw my name tag!
ask stupid qns,of cus i business student la if not wat am i doing thre!hahahaaha
lucky i didnt do cashier!
ouh wait, i just embarrassed myself in front of him tt day
HAIS
FML
i cant open the stupid machine and he had to help, pfft
of all time, why did it just had to spoil tt time,uh machine? why?
HAHAHAHAH
watever, i dont tink i'll see him again! HAHAHA
and im sick of macs!
everyday smuggle in macs!

okay i really shld slp now
its 4am
tmr i have to wake up at 10.30 latest!

2011-05-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

okay so i cant post any pics now cus idk HAHA
hmm i've been sooooooo busy w sch erm more like working instead of schooling cus of the attachment in sch thingy
its tiring
bt hey, my team is sooo bonded! HAHAHA
awww
so everyday is fun bt tiring haha
and i've been coming late!
i ran so many times to sch)): paisey leh bt wat to do
ouh and we BROKE the shop key HAHAHA
we r too strong
funny, the key was nt spoil initially just bent bt we thought we cld salvage it bt hitting it hard w hammer which we cldnt find any so we took idk watever metal tt we can find
we hit it till its straight(hard work)
bt now, it is spoil bcus its dented and broken-.- FOL
nahhhh,i dont have to do the report since its nt my fault hahahah
ouh and this teacher called ms BREANDA LIM keepppsss on picking on me!
everyting i do is WRONG!
hmph!
ouh2,
i just bought N8
shldnt talk abt it since its disappointing haha

2011-04-13T03:39:00.002+08:00

hmm,wat shall i post,

i cant wait to start sch

bt i hate the attachment part cus it means im working

and i hate to stand for a long timee

and i have to go for the training on thurs):

boring nyer

confirm!

pfft

bt wat to do, compulsory

*sad face*

luckly i have mawan and dionnnnn!

if nt imma rot there

so have to wear shoes and jeans,

hmm fine w tt

btw!

my phone is being a freaking bitch!

its so annoying

i CANT TEXT~

wth

so rabak u knowww?!

nkk tukar!

bt no time

dad is busy too

mayb sat or sun perhaps,

wait,or mayb thurs if im able to go hm early, i can stand it!

i can go crazy yknow

im nt like texting anyone bt idk! its so annoying knowing tt i cant text!

pfft

baru je puji phone nie bagos, abey rosak!

got new fresh contacts!

i've been enduring bad contacts for like a mth,

my god

it was so damn pain,i swear!

im nt ever gonna buy tt brand anymore!

2pairs in less than a mth

sucky!

waste my $$$$$$$$$$

tsk! okay im done getting mad

4am, hmm,i shall slppppp!

2011-04-11T02:43:00.001+08:00

You can't touch me now there's no feeling left If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath.

2011-04-08T04:02:00.002+08:00

i've just finish looking through my fb tagged pics haha

my hair was longggg

i didnt realise it was tt long,i swear

hahhaha

hmm, i need to get a pair of sneakers by hook or by crook for my attachment stuff,pfft.

and

i cant explain wat i am feeling now

hah

bestfriend gave me these cuteeee rubber bands haha

HELLO KITTY okay!

hahaha

damn cute

i tink i need to drink more PLAIN WATER

tsk

and wake up early

and slp early

HAHAHAHAH

i love bessie very very very muchhhhhh

i can kiss him for the whole dayyyyy

ahhhh why so cute!

he dont like it when i hug and kiss him):

he will keep on struggling to let me go of him

bt nvm, i dont care!hahaha (;

and he is slping beside me on MY BED.

see la so pampared!

i know u loooove me too,rite bessie sayang HAHAHHA

rubbish lina

haha ouh well, i shld just slp now

2011-04-04T05:41:00.002+08:00

hmm as u know now is 6am and im blogging -.-

i know how to use skype now hahahah

well, i tot i cld pour out here bt it seemed like i cant

ahhhh

i tink i shld work b4 sch starts

and

hais,idk wat to say lagi

fml

mayb im like tis cus of holiday

i'll get back myself when sch reopens(:

yg jahat,jahat sgt

yg baik,alim sgt hahahhhahaha

like i said

fml

HAHAHA

i give up

malas.

2011-03-31T05:32:00.002+08:00

well,its close to 6am now and i know im suppose to slp

im going to meet aju at 12noon tmr to pass her smth

so i wana grab some breakfast

well, i have the entire afternoon to slp

hmm,

thre are just a few things that kept on running inside my head tt is kinda annoying

i dont wish to share bt idk,

i just feel like blogging it

its nt tt many people are reading so..

sometimes,

i thought to myself, is there anyting interesting for u to share about ur secondary school life?

during my teenage yrs,

wat memories have i collected?

have i been through wat other teen girls did?

why is it many people say, teenage yrs are the most prominent part of their interesting lives?

cus thats when they are at the peak of prettiness?

or cus they meet different people and fall in love?

to tink about it,

i have nth much to say,

cus im too loyal?

or egoistic?

i wls say in the middle

idk why, im so afraid of even hearing about being someone's someone

to say i have been through a bad r/s,um nope

to say i dont believe in love,nope

to say,i hate guy,obviously not

to say im scared of commitments, i stick to one

so wats wrong?

i dont understand either

so u see, i want someone who sees things as i do,

i know thres no motive

i know

bt when i hear the word,girlfriend

its like, such a big word for me,so very yours

bt at the same time i want to be someone's gf one day when im nt as messed up anymore

perhaps

i need to get serious, im nt getting any young,yknow hahaha

and i tink im so terburu-buru

mayb i shld cancel the plan,idk, im nt looking forward for it

i swear

idk wat i am doing,

i've been doing things on impulse now a days

really,

i feel terrible

i get angry very quickly,

i respond to people without even tinking

some may not realise it bt

i know

i say things which i dont mean at all cus im alrdy so vex

idk wats my motive

my mind is clearer now and that is why i've been thinking about the big picture

instead of venting my anger which was initially created by me

why, is tt im so messed up?

arghhhhh!

why cant i be as simple minded as many?

u will nvr understand me

until i do.

)):

2011-03-30T04:14:00.002+08:00

ku bahagaiaaaaa :D

dalam hidup ini,

arungi semua cerita indah ku,

saat saat remaja yg terindah,

tk bisa terulang~

ingin ku lukis semua hidup ini

dengan cinta dan cita yg terindah

haha i keep on listening to tt song

2011-03-28T04:34:00.002+08:00

new look(:

very pleased**

i didnt expect my hair to be tt short tho

bt its even better(:

some people say that when u cut ur hair to a length tt is visible to many,

she wana start afresh(:

well, its true to some extent(:

im always stubborn in my own ways

i will NEVER EVER change anything abt me even if its nt important to me or i know its wrong

if someone were to tell me to change it

i noe, i will when the time comes or when they think i cant be bothered anymore

hah

im just like tt

ouh yes,

i've just recovered from suchhhhh a hassle fever and freaking bad sore throat

ystrday, saturday

was like a dead day for me

i was lying,slping and doing nth else

i cant even get up by myself

was tt terrible

ahhhh so weak!

so today

im muccchhh better

continue on my dress,

and baked egg tarts at 12+am

and made bread pudding after that(:

ahhhhh soooooo delicioussss,yknow!

be jealoussssszxscfd

im talking to myself bt who cares heh

okay i shall slp nowww

my dad is awakeee

and tmr i have to go out at 3pm! hehehheeheheh

2011-03-23T03:45:00.003+08:00

just some stuff tt i find useful to let u realise abt life(:

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.

2. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

3. Don’t compare your life to others’. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

4. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.

5. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.

6. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

7. A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out
8. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.

i like most:

Frame every so-called disaster with these words: “In five years, will this matter?”

(;

im soooooooo excited for tmr!

idk if red will look good on me bt

heeeckkk!

hehe (:

bestfriend wana get her hair red too bt her sch will be a little bit strict and red is wayyy too obvious)):

tk J-I-W-E

nvm! theres still blue?green? hehehe

okay so we're going in the morning at abt 10.30am

and have our breakfast abt burgerking at 10am

which also means i have to wake up at eerrr 9.30?

i wont be all dressed up la,duh!

so get our hair dyed, go home, get dress,

we are going toooooo

erm

rollerblading?

kite flying

if it doesnt rains

if it does, movieeeeee

diary of a wimpy kid hehehe the abg is just soooo cute, so cute!

i just had to catch it!

okay then we will be having dinner at

nabiiinnnnsss

whoa, sape tk exciteddd

bt now is 4am

and i have to wake up at 9.30am

HAHAHA

nice

im kinda sleepy now anw

ouh and yessss,

i cleared all my modules,

the results wasnt tt good and my gpa was disappointing bt i've improved so

i'll see more of tt tis yr(:

i wana at leeeeast get 3gpa and i know its going to need more than an A

bt im willing to work for it(:

positive!

yay!

2011-03-21T04:46:00.002+08:00

idk i shld blog or nt bt

okay, its rather funny

i've just put down the phone conversing with asri

firstly, i dont talk to guys on the fone usually unless i treat them like a girl

hah

so we were like talking abt funnyy,cheesy stuff

cheesiest pick up lines,

wat wld it be like if we converse in mly,

like how was his 1st kiss like,

when,

i told him abt my 1st kiss on the cheek thingi haha

how i felt so blushing tt i feel like vanishing off at tt moment bt was cute

hahhaa

ofcus he knew it was his brother haha and i assume, he's in ns now hahhaha

abt future spouse,

how fun it wld be just to get a glimpse of ur soul mate haha

i didnt thought of tt bt it seemed cool

(;

then he was like, ehhh wat if mine is fat?

hahhaa i go , serve u right!haha

then he was like, goood wat, cutee, can cuddle HAHAHAHHA

and when it comes to mine, wat if mine is fat and short?

hahhaa i said, then i'll tell myself, ahhh tu la kpo2 lagi! it there;s always a chance tt it's mixed up hehehehe

and abt hantaran(dowry)

he told me how some girls can be a little bt too much to handle hahhaaa

and the mistakes tt he has done

and that i was lucky nt to meet him when he was younger(:

ikrrrr

the first qn he asked me was, how am i doing with the dates-.-

hahah

and we ended after i briefly told him wat makes me so down tt day,

he's tone of his voice doesnt seem as cheery as b4 tt,idk wat to do

so i just said im okay now, i am really, so yeah

bt smth was weird, i can tell

ouh well, lets just leave as it is

2011-03-20T02:47:00.003+08:00

i tink i need to change

i just tinks tt way.

i dont wana check my facebook everyday

i'm sick and tired of it

i wana read.

i wana read soooo many variety of books

i want to read books that will make me cry, smile and laugh

idk if i shld go to the library cus the books thre are like nt even updated

bt i guess i'll be heading thre more often now

and i'll find a spot which is cozy and quiet enough for me to enjoy it

i need to take a break from all these crazy things which keeps on making me feel shitty

2011-03-19T00:15:00.004+08:00

today was a boring friday for me,

slept most of the day

seriously, idk why i feel so lethargic bt watever since i got all the time in the world

so i watched no strings attached, and

OMG, ASHTON KUTCHER

u're damnnnn cute, i swear!

haha

bt most importantly,

i tot the movie is going to be all sex and stuff bt

noo

hahaha as i watch it, i realise tt girl, is somehow like me

bt nt the fucking buddies thingi lah!

just so messed up

and end up, haha wat more cld i say

why cant i just be NOT messed up?

watever

he got someone new too didnt,he?

just tt his wasnt real, and mine is

hah

hmm, i wldnt be surprise if i have a bf very soon,

cus nothing really matters anymore

okay so tmr, i'll be meeting fauzul

and most probably i have to do the story telling bt i doubt i wana do that

im kinda lazy to talk abt it

ystrday, met aju,fuad and malina for dinner at simpang

i wanted to eat satay and end up the satay tk sedap-.-

and i was like feeling2 big eater

AHAHAH

so after tt fuad brother sent us home

aju and me stayed at my void deck to just catch up

talked, till abt 1+

then we were like

"ehhh cam time2 maseh skola ehhhk haha "

i miss those days whre aju will always ask me to walk home haha

and i'll be this lazy kid going arnd saying wat is concession for hahaha

bt end up we walked hm everytime she goes to school

2011-03-17T02:53:00.002+08:00

SENTOSA BABY!

HAHAH

was refreshing

getting my loads off is great once in a while

im back to normal today

im nt sure abt tmr bt i;m sure it will be better:D

hmm, so, we reached sentosa at abt 5?

picnic habis

bt we actually plan to just relax and get our loads off so, we dont really care

ate, took pictures,read a book, ateee cake, talked and when it was abt 7 or 8 we started talking abt some personal issues and it wasss sooooooo unexpected HAHAHHA

now u know y i am tt sad ystrday,rite?

it has been pretty long

and

we kept on saying

"tts why we r bestfriends" hahaha

some how we were going thru the same thing bt just a little bit different

bt we're coooooooool

heh!

i still dont know wat i want uh bt im certain of one thing tho

its kinda weird ,bt i must, i wont lose twice.

its gonna b shitty bt as long as i feel like i've won,

tts good enough.

hmm, we also talked abt the old times

like how we've grown

how we dont expect to have such an awesommmmeeee bestfriend

and we realise, if we arent bestfriends,

it just suck. HAHHA

really

thank you so much for being thre for me

u know, i can still vividly rmbr the 1st time we had these type of talking time close to 4yrs ago haha

we went to pasir ris beach and sat on tt rock,

i was telling u how sad i was abt arif and haha u were taking abt h_____ hehe

how cute of us, then as time goes by,

we are nt even an inch affected by them

and im sure,

next 2yrs, when we talk abt this again,

it wld be like this(;

2011-03-16T02:40:00.003+08:00

u might think that i am talking abt just one guy through out my blog bt let me tell u this,
u dont noe anyting abt me.
thre are a couple of exception guys in my 19 yrs of living
and i cant be with any of them
CANT
i have my reasons and one of them just made me feel so terrible/sad/sank/the sinking feeling that u get and the only way to get rid of tt feeling is to cry

i felt so pathetic and i hate that

bt i know if i cry hard enough,

i'll be over it in no time!

idk, tts how my body works i guess

yes, is tt called happy?

hah, it suck.

im tired of these stuff.

i tried my very best nt to experience heartbreaks and shits bt end up, i still have to feel how it feels like.

unfair or what?

i cant run away from the fact tt im a teenager and i have to face all these.

mayb i shldnt

mayb i shld just be like other teenagers who get into a r/s and break

then i'll get used to it

and i dont have to feel anyting at all

isnt it good?

i'm having a very sad day tt if i cld have a book of history, i'd write tis down in it.

and laugh at myself,a yr ltr

knowing how dumb i was now

u got no idea how serious i am right now

i'll be that happiest girl.

i'll always have this phrase at the back of my mind;

im smart and pretty, of course i'll meet someone like me and if not, im still better than u.

and u'll wish u're the guy i am w.

2011-03-15T17:32:00.002+08:00

as im typing this,

i feel as through my heart is going to burst,explode):

i swear!

this is the part i HATE THE MOST

bt i know i have to go thru this someday

im human,im a girl,

i have sensitive feelings too

u're been thru this once lina,

u can get over with tis quickly as well

im sure

i've been calling my bestfriend a few times bt she wasnt picking up the fone, idk how else am i going to pour this out))':

im crying an ocean here

im that sank!

i wana bathe now and calm myself down..

2011-03-13T19:13:00.002+08:00

okay so tt was ystrday
went out with mil to town,
mil shldnt have told me the initial plan)):
it was far more awesome!
pfft due to some circumstances, we cant so yeah
bt it was cute enough, the godiva chocos were delicious(:
im at hm today,the whole day
i wana go out tmr,die2 cus,
if not i'll be home alone)):
parents going to johore tmr,sister working, and i dont need tt fatty to annoy me
hmm, bt idk whre to go
totally blank!
i wana go sentosa and just relax bt seems like everyone is busy

my plan with my bestfriend was so perfect!
until i rmbr my plan w mil-.-
wasted!
as in wasted for coming up with a perfect plan and end up, have to wait till idk when
hais

if im nt going out tmr,what shld i do?
paint? bake?watch korean drama?
so boring.
i cant seemed to find any good books now-a-days
i wana eat the cold stone creamery ice creaaaaam!
:D
hmm, whennn3?
idk!
tsk!
~.~

2011-03-11T03:24:00.003+08:00

im starting to wear heelss hehehe(:
but sadly, i'll be towering many people now too):
i'll be like 1.72 m?perhaps
aside from tt, went to kallang leisure park today in hopes to ice skate like finally
bt little did we know it has been booked by some hockey game thing)):
so we went to town instead
okay so tuesday, tot i would be rotting at hm but!
naaaah! hehe
met him at erm 8pm i guess,
stopped by one fullerton's starbucks for some snack and for the wifi heh!
catch a movie last min,
adjustment bureau, was okay kinda draggy bt i get it(:
after which, was like alrdy 11.30pm so we grab a bite at mcds
and drove to somewhre whre thre were suppose to have so many stars above us but due to the clouds, even the moon disappeared..
a really nice place(:
sat thre and talk erm, more of like a debate haha cus we are always not on the same page -.-
was funny and always shoot me with weird2 qns!
made a couple of jokes and finished our food,took a polaroid
close to 2am, he drove me to tis place whre its close to henderson waves, which was the place whre he 1st drove me to when he got his license
of cus the place is beautiful(:
we started tinking of the places tt we've been to and recall whre did we go when i first went out with him which was like close to 5yrs ago
let me tell u, we were so complicated that till now, we still can't figure it out hehehe
so drama, y'know
then we talked abt a little bit more serious stuff
and one of the weird qn that he asked me is
why do we still meet up like tis?
we cant seemed to find an ans for that tho
he is the last person who i'll ever think of being friends with at 1st,same goes to him too
i got to know some things that i didnt know of,but idk, at the end of the day,it doesnt matter if i believe it or nt.
we talked abt our childhood memories
and some funny moments (;

2011-03-06T06:10:00.000+08:00

i shall finish my dress tmr(:
the sample hehe
cus my mum afraid that i wld ruin my fabrics-.-
heh!
its okay, i have all the time in the world(:
and to keep me busy
:')
everyting happens for a reason, wat is thre to regret
wat type of person should i be?
wat type of person am i?
no one, noes.

im just sleepy, its 6am hahaha
im becoming like my best friend hahaha sleeping late
i-c-e--s-k-a-t-i-n-g
):
not anytime soon,i guess
why do i like it so much?
idk too :D

2011-03-04T04:36:00.002+08:00

i have NO confidence in driving, i swear!
my mum keeps on pestering me to make my PDL,pfft
argh,if i have PDL alrdy she'll pester me to do practs
)):
how?
hahaha silly me
i shall make my pdl tmr,with my mum-.-
so tmr is alrdy friday,huh
so fast.
i've been like watching korean dramas all day long hahaha
like no life,rite?
when can i go for ice skating?)):
i waaaaaaana go!
bt then again, poor feet,u're gonna be full of blisters once again
i wish my feet is blister-proof):
i've been like sleeping late and waking up early this few days,pfft
hmm, mayb i shld collect my pdl on monday,yes3? or tmr?
i'm so lazy to wake up! i wnaa sleep the whole entire day!
okay not really, perhaps,3/4 of a day (:
my dress is nt done yet,tsk
i shall start tmr and hopefully, it will turn out fine((:
i should slp now since my dad will be waking up any moment now
timecheck- 0500am

2011-02-08T18:56:00.002+08:00

i AM SOOOOO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYY!
hehehehehhe
i can do my ICA2 EXCEL:D
and i tink i did pretty well(:
:D :D :D
so tmr, i have my appreciating leisure lifestyle(GSM)
last ica!
plsssss3,let me do well!
ouh and i NEED THE HERBAL TEA
)):
im falling sick!
and that shop is still on cny!
hmphhhhhh!

2011-02-06T18:37:00.002+08:00

thre's a fine line between dislike and hate.
and i tink im already crashing into the hate side.
SERIOUSLY.
irritants.
maaaan!why must i meet people like u that is so annoying by nature?
and when i hate someone, its very unlikely for me to turn back on my words.
stupid you.

ouh and i took 2hrs of nap today
and i still feel so slpy,pfft
FML,SERIOUSLY
and yes, wat was i tinking ystrday?
have i gone stupid too?
perhaps
mayb it just crossed my mind,or mayb i've really gone dumb HAH

2011-02-05T14:17:00.002+08:00

so why do i look like that? reason being, i have been studying,madly.HAHAH
hopefully i am able to clear my second sem(:

no one really reeeeeeadss my blog so i guess,i can just pour it out here
hmm, this few days was weird actually..
i have many things so study but my focus span is decreasing, am i too tired? i dont tink so..
idk
i've been thinking for awhile and i tink it affects my focus, i dont wana think about it at all cus i know its a waste of my time but idk how i subconsciously recall things like that.
it's annoying,really..
no matter wat, i still cant take you in
so why do i even bother in the first place when i know that?
idk, i guess i was pretty much empty at that point of time
bt i noe my limits and you know that i am nt a person like u.
im just not like you.
this is one of the reasons why i dont wana into serious stuff cus things will get even messier and i hate that, i dont need that now.

someone new?
i guess u shld have one now haha
my turn?hmm, no rush still :D

we had our time(:

2011-01-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

exhausting.
1min to 12mn):
time is running too quickly!
exams
one last project to go;proposal presentation
it seems so slow yet so fast, hais.
so now onwards till my exams, my wed n fri will be packed with POA tuition):
and its at home,pfft
i hate to have tuition at hm, idk why nt bcus of distraction, just that i wont be serious cus im in my own hse-.-
well, i need all the help i can get so lina stop complaining and continue mugging.
i shall nt waste my parents money(;

2011-01-10T00:31:00.002+08:00

:D
fruitful weekend for me(:
starting to really love studying again:D
i shall push my grades upppppp!
hehe
okay seriously, i have to study double the hard so that i'll get good grades for my belated bday present(;
and2
met niz for a while just now..
i am really very excited for her results(:
i hope u'll be as positive as i am
i really hope cus it will make a huge difference(:
and i hope she could really see the improvements
i dont know how to but i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyy3 wishhhhhhhhhhhhhh
she could show me some improvement(:
and go to poly if u can(:
all the best of luck from me,bestfriend (';

2011-01-07T02:47:00.002+08:00

i sweaaaaaaaaaaaar,
im going to start muggggiinggg realllyyy hard starting from tomorrow
i swear.
even if it takes me to study day and night(till 11pm?)
well im not a night person so 11pm is considered burning the midnight oil for me.
NOTHING ELSE BUT STUDYING, NURLINA BINTE ABU HASSAN.
focus.
im sure i can do well if i work hard enough.
hard work always pays off :D
STUDYYY, STUDDYYY,STUDDYYYY.

2011-01-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

busyyyy, tiring, sleeppppyy, STRESSFUL monday):
so many projects to be done,
and some of my grp mates are not contributing enough la!
i mean like c'mon, u noe how to nag3 and compare with other grps bt u?
u came late, freaking late for the meeting tt she, herself created.
aurghhh
she came late the other day and talk to us for like 15mins and had to rush for her WHAT?! dance?
tsk.
n so is today and tmr is the presentation how can i not get pissed?!
she just copy paste the sides ystrday and didnt even shorten the length and still have the cheeks to comment!annooooyiiiingggg!
well, hope for the best tmr still for the presentation
and my class ends at 5 tmr): how sad
have to complete 6posts (effective writing) by thurs..
pass up every other projects by next 2wks
and POA test coming up and also the major exams..
how hectic is tt?
health,please dont fail me for these 2-3months(:

2011-01-01T03:18:00.001+08:00

i wana fall in love just like everyone else,
perhaps

2010-12-26T02:34:00.002+08:00

old photo(:
lazy to upload new pics uhhh
okay so wooooooorkkk, reached late as usual,
set up yadaaa2, it was okaylaaa
some annoying kid(11yrs old perhaps) and her mum.
seriously! its freeeeee,so dun be too demanding la cmon tsk.
i mean, marshmallow
i just put on a clean satay stick n let it stand on the Styrofoam for about 5mins? and she said" ouh,my daughter wants a new marshmallow"
-.-
and in the end she said tt " well, i dun think we r eating it"
seriously! irrits!
okay aside from that cutie pies do came to my booth(:
so we ends at abt 7pm, ouh and i accidentally ate my late lunch,i totally forgot that im having dinner with my family hahaah
rushed over to taka
meet my family+my sis boyf at sanur(pepes) some indonesian restaurant
everything taste the same, blaaa3
went home cut the cake
ouh it was my sister birthday(christmas day)
so okayla, pretty fattening day i must say(;
whoaaa,so fast 3am alrdyyyyy):
ouh and yes, ive finally succeed to retrieve my facebook acct last two days which took me like what? 4hrs?
annoying rite!
and reporting blaa4 takes too much time,really.
nevertheless, now my fb is alive(:
got to have my sweetdreams now(;

2010-12-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

went for the open house briefing just now,
it was okay just a quick run through
so im allocated at the hotshot cafe for the teachers ect
simple,so okay lorh
bt the bad part is that, when many of them are having their extra hols,
i am doing this thing):
tiring,u know,FOC some more,pfft!
okay bt the good thing is that idk,i tink i would be fun(:
ouh yes!,
both my msn and facebook had been hacked so if there is any emails or watever from me through my old email add, pls, thats not me):
hais
so mean la these people..
im so lazy to create an acct..
)):
and3,i just talked to my sis abt this particular candy from candy empire,
sounds damn cool,
mocca on the outside and slowly when the mocca melted inside ur mouth, there will be a burst of espresso that taste exactly like a cup of coffee hahaha sounds so nice
but nah, im not a coffee lover just love the smell of freshly brewed coffee(:
ouh and sorry for the lack of pictures, havent got the time to take tonnes of pics like i used to
okay,got to hit the bedddd now(:
worrrk3 tmr! kaching!hehe

2010-12-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

before i end my day, lets blog a little of what i did today(;
hmm, work was okay, more kids today(:
so cute!
given a few jobs offers(:
bt im like schoooooooooooooooling):
ouh and i just surprised zafirah for the bday,just a little surprise hopes she likes it tho(:
okay i shall slp now or i'll be late for work again(:
gudnite,sweethearts(:

2010-12-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

when to work today since there's work
it was okay as usual,no one
sit and just surf the net/fb
until at about 5pm, the ginger bread house booth was suddenly busy so had to help out to buy some stuff since my booth has no one-.-
after which, niz came at about 6.30, met her, ate our "early dinner"
roamed arnd town which was so packed!
hmm, so tmr,
go to work again then go to niz's friend chalet
(:
i guess that's more than enough to fill up my sunday haha
ehhhh! its raining! omggg so nice to slppp!
btw,
bessie was so noisy beside me just now and when i asked why, he looked at me and look into my brother's room(my brother wasnt in).
when i went in,he followed
and kept on looking at the switch and me with the bigggg bigg bluuuee eyes HAHAHA
so cute, i tell you!
i switched it on and he just climbed on to my brother;s bed hehe
awwww,comel nya kamuu(;
ouh well,he will still slp beside/bottom of my bed when i am aslp(;
hey!
i've been constantly updating my blog surprisingly(;

2010-12-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

all that is in my mind right now is just to do exactly like the picture above(:
i wana do something like that for a very3 long time but havent found any place that is so peaceful to just let me do that and of course the time -sigh-
i wana watch sunrise with blanket over me
i wana watch the gorgeous ending of the day and meet the stars too
on the other hand, i wana do so many other stuff too not only lazing arnd the whole day(;
not to forget, the tests and projects that i will have to face after the 2wks):
hmm, its okay i can do many things in 14days RIGHT! :D
hmm aside from that,i was as busy as a bee this whole week,
ran a few laps due to being late,
all 6 projects have to be atleast 1/3 completed,many amendments
meet ups,
last minute,resume-.-
tests,
going home late):
i'll make sure my 2wks hols is going to make up to all of these and be as productive as possible(;
okay,i need my sleep, going to 12, i need to wake up no later than 5.30 am haha
its not that bad(:

2010-12-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

heeeellllooo(;
woke up at 9 am today despite knowing that i have lecture at 8am hehehe(;
late again bt this time i reached at 11 so i didnt attend my marketing lecture also -.-
just went to sch for the sake of my projectsss and now im suppose to do my resume,sigh..
i dun tink im doing.. also i have to be in sch early tmr as in be on time for my accounting tutorial so that my attendance for the wk before will be marked-.-' hahaha
well, better than being debarred just bcus i was late for eer 4times?
blame it on the traffic!
hmm ouh!
my room is now very pink and lilac(:
new bed for me..aww!
went bowling and now i wana sssssssssssllllllleeeeeeeeppppppp(:

my ftt is coming and i havent been studying it,
im going to turn 19 soon):
i have no plans for the count down yet)):
-sighhhhhh-
cant wait for my hols,i swear!
<3>
i will only make time for people who make time for me.
dont be too complacent. im still the same. im nt at the losing end. rmbr tt.

2010-12-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

i wana take pictures of all the happy moments that i'll come across,
paste it onto my wall.
so that everyday when i wake up,
i know my days were all well spent.
how beautiful can it be <3

2010-12-12T04:28:00.002+08:00

2010-12-08T02:45:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh tot of posting a couple of pics but the uploader is creating a huge problem, idk whyyyyyyyyyyyy!
annoying!
and my internet connection at hme is #%Y^%$*^ ish! cannot even make a call)):
how bad can it be rite,haiya
ouh! stats test was terrible-.-
BSA was hmm, idk, at 1st the anxiety was over the top bt i guess it gradually turns humorous-.-
heh
okay, time check, 3am and i have to wake up at WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT?! 5.30 am?! hahahaha
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, i got a feeling im going to be erm, skip macro-e lect again?
idk la,shall try my best..
my critique is not completed yet btw..fml.

2010-11-20T02:43:00.002+08:00

i knew things wld eventually turned out this way.
bcus i dont believe in many things.
i've always prepared for the worse.
i knew when this happens,i cant do anyting abt it.
bcus i dont know what i actually want.
what more could i say.

u earn the trust,
why just toss it away?
no longer thinks its impt.
complacency.

my theory is _never_wrong.

2010-11-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

helllllllllloooooooooo(:
ahhh tmr,schoolinggggg):
i wana sleeeeeeeep the entire dayyy):
okay,so work was fine,
i kinda enjoy it tho ahahaa
cutee kids all arnd me
awwwwwwwwwwwww
hari raya hari coming:D
i wld lovee it even more if i were to have a larger family
so cool..
okay,i have to slp nowwww,no more delays or i'll nt b in sch tmr hahaa

2010-11-04T22:39:00.003+08:00

halloween was just the best(:
my week was typical,nothing surprising happened
i have a breakfast date with nizzie bby tmr at 9.30am
hahaha so ambitious of me to wake up at 8.30am,huh? hahahah
i shall try(:
im soooooooo going to watch social network n harry potter! (:
anyone?
:D

2010-10-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

coming to the end of the second week of school and its just tiring bt i must say,it wasnt as tough as the 1st sem wen i had to adapt to the new environment(:
my timetable kinda annoying cus the latest is just at 11am-.-
but,most of the days i get to go home earlyyyy(:
ouh!
and now i have this 3hrs of lab lesson-.-,
just wen i was about to dieeeee inside tt lab out of boredooommm, i saw this cute guy hehe from the another class(;
i was just complimenting that guy is cute ouh and his face is sooooo smooth! hehe
and my friend caught him twirling his hair just wen i told him abt tt guy-.-
and he asked me, ehh is it a she? HAHAHAH
wen he went out of his class, my friends were giving me signals at me to look at him but i was talking to the teacher-.-
and wen i turn to look(cui) my whole class is alrdy looking at him HAHAHAHA
i was just saying he's cute and they kept on disturbing me till now -.-
it was out of boredom la guysss,hahah
but his face is seriously flawless :D
heheheeee
i shall end here cus im running out of time to do my tutorials(diligent student HAHAA)

2010-10-17T02:52:00.003+08:00

there's no point fighting or arguing,girls(:
at the end of the day,
if he really loves u,
he would never leave u

if he leaves u,
why bother loving someone who will eventually leaves u.

could have been something,
could have been something into nothing.
your pick.

2010-10-16T17:12:00.003+08:00

firstly,
i hope my dearest bestfriend here enjoy herself yesterday
altho its an advance4,birthday surprise(:
sometimes i may nt be there for her 24hr a day but,
i assure u my bestfriend,u'll be much more important than my boyfriend if i am ever getting one hahaha
cus i believe,bestfriends are forever and u know how i doubt love cus i noe,it will nvr last as long as how real friends will(:
we can laugh abt anyting and everything,
im sorry if i called u too many times,cus when i wana do anyting or tell something,
u'll be the first person to pops up in my mind(:
last but nt least,
ur future is everyting..
im trying my best to help in whichever way i cld but u have to do the rest,dearest
so please show me u can do very well
may ur joyful 18th birthday brings the best out of u and be as memorable as possible
i love you,babe! <3
*bigggg huuuuggggg*

2010-10-15T10:10:00.003+08:00

i woke up sooooooo early today
my sch is going to start this monday):
mundaneeeee
ouh!
and hopefully,everything wld just turn out the way i've plan it(:
and
to me,
there is no such thing as no time at all.

2010-10-08T03:49:00.002+08:00

sentosa outing with zafirah was simply great(;
pictures are all at fb
it has been sometime since the last time i get into a pool
hmm,shall go for a swim before school's start(:
and im watching the other guy tmr cus i heard its sooo funny
i need a gud laugh
everyting has been rather boring..
what shld i do to spice up my days?
idk -.-
thres nth much to do,yes?
many people are so busy nowadays
hmm, i'll be very busy when sch's open,thats for sure
and im nt going to waste my time doing useless stuff anymore
i've learn my lesson.
idk if i shld smile or feel empty upon saying this
bt watever
'
i'll keep myself busy with school
and obviously keep a portion of my timetable free for people who appreciates and really care abt me(:
other than that,
why bother for people who wants to know whether u're dead or alive
bt
didnt bother to know
how was ur health,
what happened
and what have u been through.

nevertheless, its going to be 5am so i shld sleeep now(:
everyday is a gud day for me(;
gudnite,sugars<3

2010-10-05T16:26:00.002+08:00

slpt at 6am last night so obviously i cldnt wake up early
so before i knew it,my afternoon is going to end just like that
i got nothing to do today anyway(:
okay,i do now.
so gtg!hehe shall update my blog often now(:

2010-10-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

i've got nothing to lose
<3

2010-10-01T18:55:00.002+08:00

2more days to my stats paper):
i shld be studying now,huh?
ikr..
im soo lazy to go to tm now to buy my calculator and collect my pictures
so lazy!
if it wasnt for my own silliness,i wld have cleared my exams,pfft
annoying
its okay,it will be over very soon bt i really hope i dont have to repeat the module..
(:

2010-09-29T15:59:00.002+08:00

at home the whoooole day(:
had my loooonggg peaceful sleep
hey bestfriend,lets go for a high tea!:D

2010-09-29T01:07:00.002+08:00

hello blogger(:
im still using tumblr for the pretty pictures(:
im very lethargic right now but,
i really wanna say this out louddddd):
i wana just relax and rejuvenate myself!
i wna book a room at the sentosa resort bt the problem is,
my parents will nvr allow it)):
what else can i do?
pfft.

my cough seems to be very persistent,it has been arnd for nearly 2mths now,
okay,it does scares me bt nt to the extend of meeting the doctors again hehehe

ala,sape la yg akan bace kan so if i post things that is redundant is still fine(:
mayb i shall have a diary!
um,mls pulak nak tules-.-
i shall just stick to blog then(:

amazing places,
full-filling my wishes,
used to be gloomy,now pretty cheery,i must say
very much like a sunshine that brightens my bad days too(:
but it's like once in a blue moon kind of thing
and no matter what,
we have our own stands which are still very firm(:

2010-05-29T01:16:00.005+08:00

byeee,blogspot):
HELLOOOO,tumblr(:

i've just post a few stuff there cus it's sooooooo new hehe

okay so,now i'll be moving there(:

ask for my tumblr link if u want:D

2010-05-28T03:20:00.002+08:00

oh,you don't need me.
liar.um 10 reasons why i shld forgive a liar?forget it.

2010-05-27T18:56:00.003+08:00

i tink i'm changing to tumblr!
i noe,like finally(:
hmm,this long bus ride is giving me soooo much time to think abt how to change my blog and stuff,not tt bad laa
i tink i'm getting used to the bus ride too(:
well,i hate my laptop batt though, the batt is such a liar
it shows tt i have abt 3hrs b4 it dies bt after abt only 2hrs,it has died):

and wat's great today is tt,tmr is holiday!:D
omg,i neeeeeeeeeed tt rest.
been so lethargic this few days..
i needd to rejuvenate myself and also focus on my studies,i've been rather too relaxed with sch and i'm in the middle of examinations btw-.-

mugggg lina,mugggggg

i have to get myself back on track really fast,i swear.

bt then again, i'm gonna miss my blog since i'm going to be on tumblr soon,we'll see how it goes(:

btw,everybody in the bus now is sleeping hehe(:

2010-05-27T16:17:00.003+08:00

i really think tt i should either change my url or privatise my blog..
i should do it very2 soon.
mayb i shld just change my url(:
easier for everyone(:
privatising is very inconvenient,riteee?
okay i need to copy my lecture notes nowww,byee(:
bt my friends are like playing gamesssss-.-'
pfft!

i wana eat my soft shell crab sooon,very soon!(:

2010-05-27T11:21:00.002+08:00

i've tried to make things better.
but it's pointless.
so be it now.
i can't do anymore than that.
how can someone be so unappreciative.

thanks bestfriend for making me realise smth i had forgotten(:

2010-05-27T10:58:00.004+08:00

2010-05-24T01:27:00.003+08:00

this is so annoying,
i feel like cryingggg)':
so mean.
bt i have to go to slp now..

2010-05-23T11:52:00.004+08:00

(: (;
yay!i just realise i have pms sometimes heheee
and mood swings sometimes-.-'

so now i tink i'm feeling so much better(;

i finally understand journal entry hahaha and had a nice chat with nizzie the other day(:

so today,have to revise my microecons and tot of asking zafirah to accompany me bt lets see how it goes cus i can be a little to chatty at times hehe

wat more can i ask for rite(:

now i feel like drinking the vanilla ice blended!
that would complete my day(:

its not easy to make a surprise
misunderstandings blows everyting up,thanks.

2010-05-21T00:59:00.002+08:00

school is terrible,
exams is driving me nuts,
everyting is so very bad,
this is so annoying..

i miss my bestfriend so very much,i swear)':
i've so many things to tell u babe,
idk where to start..
hais..

2010-05-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

not a good day):
*sobb sobb*

2010-05-18T21:30:00.003+08:00

i failed my internet web test):
it's abt IT duhhhhh!
so tricky,i dun like.
aside from tt, had my professional image course in the morning and it was so _______
we were taught how to stand nicely,what to wear and find out our undertone-.-
after which i had my 3hrs break
ouh and2,haider and sohniyah didnt turned up for the morning class!tsk!
so lydia and me waited for wan to reach sch.
yadaaa3,wanted to do my econs hmwk bt instead they were too distracted and i was having flu so,we did only 1 pathetic qn(:
econs is terrible!
the graphs!
aughhhhh!
to make things worse,next wk is my ica;test.
:(
finally,met zafirah and head home..
and tmr there will be this idk wat course at erm,redhill?!
until 6 SEYYYYYY!
and i have to attend my morning clas which is my accounting class!
*sigh*idk abt accounts):
i'm always so blurr):
haiyer
next wk is my test too,so tired.
but!
i'm waiting for FRIDAY!
no school!hahaha grads day or smth
yay-ness!
that's it,i need to do my accounts hmwk,tmr i have to wake up at 5AM):
nites,cupcakes!

i was so contented that i tot everything was fine):

2010-05-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

alright finally i am able to blog(:
i'm sooooooooooooooooo tired and restless
i tot poly wld be relax bt i was sooooo WRONG!
or mayb due to the distance..
bt i'm so occupied with up coming exams,projects and presentation):
and i've problem with nearly all of the subjs):
yea,tt bad..
ouh yea,i need to shop for the formal wear and stuff!
ouh so malas.
hmm,wat time shall i sleep tonite?
<3
i've always wanted to update my blog regularly bt the problem with me is that i cldnt recall what i wanted to post wen i actually have the time to blog-.-
pfft..

2010-04-23T21:58:00.002+08:00

after a hectic week of school,
i wish i could drive ):
it wld be such a bliss to just look at the beautiful night view at somewhre quiet and breezy(;
so nice..
bt nah..i cant,forget it lina):

2010-04-18T22:46:00.004+08:00

how could you..
):

liar

2010-04-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

i'm not looking forward for the orientation):
really):
da uh bye uh): ):

2010-04-14T01:22:00.002+08:00

happppyyyyyy girl today!
:D
had a lovely breakfast with my mum
get a pair of pants,
bought all the tings that i need just now
except my bag since i'm not sure if i'll be having a number of books so ltr la horrr(:
had seoul garden instead of swensens since its close for some reason
it was okayla
met the others at afghan,bla3
sorry readers,i'm too lazy to take even a single picture now due to my pathetic phone
and3 whoaaaaaa, it was actually raining cats and dogs just now!(:
but now,nahs no more but at least not as warm as usual
lovveeeeee2

if i wld have stopped, what wld u had asked me?

ihateyou.

2010-04-13T03:14:00.003+08:00

i need to shop for my stationary
i need to shop for my bag
i need to shop for clothes
i wana get a simple white dress
i wana catch a movie
i need to get the clothes tt we had reserved
i wana eat the soft shell crab spag
i need to wake up at 9am tmr,to accompany my mum for breakfast
and i need to do all these by tmr):
cus on thurs,somehow my
1ST DAY OF SCHOOL!
all alone):
i shall go with my dad,its bad enough i'm there alone..
ahhhhhhh
penat nyee
i doubt i cld do all tt by tmr,haiyo linaaaa
ouh i wanted to go to night safari sooo much bt i guess it wld be impossible now);

da la..i need to slp now which is like nearly 4am,tsk..
guuuuuuuudnite sugars(:

i was just curious..