idk what im listening to bt its on repeat
idk how to say it
so annoying
and its tiring me out
is it just me?
or am im nt understanding enough?
bt i didnt ask for much):
just a day from a friend
just a cup of starbucks with my sister
thats all. why is it seems so hard?
wats going on? am i too old for all these?
am i only suppose to a boyfriend to do all these with?
is it a must?
i cant compete with the boyfriends, i dun wish to either..
it made me really sad that my own sister cldnt even spare half an hr w me to grab a cup of coffee,just bcus, she had a cup of coffee with her bf earlier..
it made me sad that i miss my bestfriend and she cldnt spare a day w me even when i wldnt mind going out with her friends that idk of
i miss going out with my sister like other sisters do
it has been ages and now, she;s getting engaged and married soon
mayb im not understanding enough,mayb they just dont realise my intention
idk.
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