hmm,to summarise my last 2wks in one word,it wld be,crazy.

so much things happened and i got to know of.

coming back for god knows what his reason was

sometimes i wonder why i meet this type of people

and most of the time,im grateful tt i did

they made me realise/expect/wise

when u said u miss me, i wanted to just tell u tt i miss u too but

u dont mean it, u nvr did,its just smth u say to make me feel all weird

but no matter how irritating and heartless u can be,

thre was a time when u told me smth tt i rmbr till now and its nt a sweet talk.

its smth, tt i dont tink any guy wld tell me.

and u know wat, i dont know how true ur words are bt i know how it feels like going to dates that u dont feel a thing for.

sometimes i wana stop all this.

but then i tink,why shld i?

im just 19.

hmm,

one day,im going to make my parents proud,really proud of me.

so i shldnt screw anyting up.

do my best.

dont get distracted by young love.

be wat i wana be.

get my certs.

if people say im nt going to enjoy my youth,

at least i made my parents and myself proud.