actually,i dun noe whre to start..
i just find myself really weird,unpredictable,ill-tempered and really not understanding at all wen i am cranky.
and i only share my trouble with people who are close to me,very close in fact.
i guess,i have always had the lack of trust towards other people.
and to me its nt easy to build the trust on someone.
i usually take things really lightly bcus i hate it wen i take things so seriously and it didnt happen the way i wanted it to be.
i dont dare to put high hopes on anyting anymore nt even studies cus i noe it might leave me breaking into pieces.
things havent been going smoothly for me and i hope it will soon(:
and to anonymous,i shall reply ur tag here too,
anonymous; for curious sake,why r u always single?
actually,to be honest, i've nvr been someone's girlfriend.
i had a crush(mayb tis is a better word for him) a few years back, i was really into him that i fell hard,really hard.
ever since, my views on relationships changes.
i'm nt against it,just dun believe in it.
people change no matter what and im really afraid of that.
i will be in a relationship one day too,of course.
but im scared of too many things abt it
idk why,mayb bcus i dun wana go through,what i had been through
cus i noe no one can promise me,it wun happen again.
rite?
maybe,u need patience
prove me wrong
i just find myself really weird,unpredictable,ill-tempered and really not understanding at all wen i am cranky.
and i only share my trouble with people who are close to me,very close in fact.
i guess,i have always had the lack of trust towards other people.
and to me its nt easy to build the trust on someone.
i usually take things really lightly bcus i hate it wen i take things so seriously and it didnt happen the way i wanted it to be.
i dont dare to put high hopes on anyting anymore nt even studies cus i noe it might leave me breaking into pieces.
things havent been going smoothly for me and i hope it will soon(:
and to anonymous,i shall reply ur tag here too,
anonymous; for curious sake,why r u always single?
actually,to be honest, i've nvr been someone's girlfriend.
i had a crush(mayb tis is a better word for him) a few years back, i was really into him that i fell hard,really hard.
ever since, my views on relationships changes.
i'm nt against it,just dun believe in it.
people change no matter what and im really afraid of that.
i will be in a relationship one day too,of course.
but im scared of too many things abt it
idk why,mayb bcus i dun wana go through,what i had been through
cus i noe no one can promise me,it wun happen again.
rite?
maybe,u need patience
prove me wrong
